Disappointed

[colombiangirl1]

I have these moments...
Moments when
I'm disappointed
In the end...
Disappointed
That things
Didn't work out
The way I had planned...
Disappointed
That I am
No longer
Your fan...
Disappointed
In you
Disappointed
In me too
Disappointed
That I turned a deaf ear
And a blind eye
To everything
That was so unkind...
It was so much easier...
to be in denial
To be in a place of
Apathy...
Then to be fully honest
With me...
I could've saved myself
Alot of heartache
If only
I'd left
That day...
Regrets...
But I understand
Myself
I know
That what I wanted
From you
Was the LOVE of a family
And that is EXACTLY
what I got
So maybe
I'll stop
Being disappointed
Now