KM

[who moi]

id llike to say once more how much ilove you guys

im in a ot of pain and i refuwe to to to the hospital - i want to edie itn my onw bed

i will alwrys be grateful foryour love an dfiendship

just wanted one last hug - in case i dcont pull out o fhtihis - we3 had a wild ride together and it's been fun
:grouphug:

THIS IS NOT FAIR...

you keep on saying you are wanting to fight, you keep on saying you are wanting change...

but you are NOT fighting for yourself...what kind of example are you setting??

What do you mean if you don't pull out of this??

That is NOT fair to us...not fair to make us worry??

Now I have to get going to my meeting and I will be worrying about you? That's NOT fair???

We are in this world as human beings...we are here to lookout for eachother...

that's NOT fair...

You need to go to the hospital...you need to follow your own rules...your fights and your struggles...

I hope you go...or I would be more than angry....and if you pull out of this without going to the hospital, I am not sure if I will be able to speak to you again...cause this has truly upsetted me...

please go.......

[Alffe]

Kathy, please remember that I love you and I understand that you have way too much on your plate these days. Is your wonderful husband there with you? Your son won't like it if you don't take the very best care of yourself in his absence. Please call the doctor. :grouphug:

[Doody]

Kathy, get yourself to the doctor right now. Mr. Kathy better be there doing something about this or I'll have to call and I don't want to argue with you or him about it! I don't know what's going on right now with your health, but you better do something about it! I love you. Now please do something. Mr. Kathy, your son, and Casey all need you.

[Addy]

My dear friend... if you can reach my angel, hold her and know that you are in my heart. :hug:

I'm so so sorry that you are hurting inside.

We have travelled many roads together... always alongside... and maybe right now, we're at a crossroad....

I want to continue on with you my friend ... I'll hold onto you.

I love you dear Kathy.

[Aarcyn]

oh the pain you feel and I have not been there.

I know that in some way, it may not be your choice but maybe the spirit that inhabits us, our will, still has something to say about our broken bodies.

I thought of creating a political post - you and me against the people that do not understand racial tensions, the dessimation of the American Indian population, the hope of getting Obama elected.

All the things you say most honestly. You just need to tell me what you have posted so that I can find them.

You ARE one of the sweetest, smartest people I have met online.I need you here for my purely selfish reasons. You need to be here as a beacon of honesty and light.The pain is great, all the other stuff is huge. I do not even begin to belittle all that is externally painful. The mind stuff, well you are insightful.

The physical, not sure how much more you have to endure. Just be here. Please be here.

[Burntmarshmallow]

all the postings above this one say the thoughts and feelings i have ...only I havent been able to find the right way to say them or the right words . Moi I am so thankful for your words and starting this thread I couldnt find the right way to put it but you and the rest have found the words I couldnt .
go to doc Kathy :grouphug: you are in my thoughts :hug: I hope you go to the doctors and take care of you !!!

[Addy]

Doody.... were you able to reach Kathy yet... and is she ok? Let us know cuz lots of us care deeply!

:sing: Addy