An SOS youtube video I made, about Dad....

[Nik-key]

I have no words to express what is in my heart....
I made this video.... I wanted to share it with all of you, My SOS family :hug:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5X9zcJA-y8

I Miss you Daddy :(

[Koala77]

Nikki.... when I clicked onto this link it went through to UTube, but then I got the following message.

Sorry, this video is no longer available.

[Nik-key]

Hmmm not sure ((Koala)). Maybe try it again? It worked for me.. and I just had a friend come onto the site, and it worked for them as well. Let me know if it still doesn't work for you, ok? Much love my friend:hug:

[Brokenfriend]

Loving ((((Hugs)))):hug::hug::hug: That was heart touching,sweet,and true. BF:hug::hug::hug:

[Brokenfriend]

It worked over here. BF:hug::hug::hug: That was very sweet. :hug::hug::hug:

[Nik-key]

Thank you ((Steve)) :hug: I put what was left of my heart and soul into it.
Had never done one, it took a lot of research to figure out.. but kept my mind busy. A way to cope, a bit of healing... thanks for watching it :hug:

[soxmom]

I am not usually in this part of the boards but I wanted to let you know
how much your video moved me....I know you will think this is strange
but I cried so many tears of sadness as I watched it but at the end
was struck with a little happiness in knowing that you must of had
a truly amazing Dad to feel so deeply, not everyone has that:(.

wishing you only the best thru this difficult time and hope I did not
upset you with my chiming in.:hug:

Peace,

Sox

[Alffe]

When I am overwhelmed with emotion I depend on pm's...ck yours Nik..:hug:

[Twinkletoes]

Awwww, so touching, Nikki.

You did a great job, esp. where it was your first time. I still don't know how to do stuff like that, so bravo to you!

Suffering from leaky eye syndrome here... :hug:

[DMACK]

Nik-Key
:hug:


Im lost for words:hug:

David:hug:

[barbo]

I have no words to express what is in my heart....
I made this video.... I wanted to share it with all of you, My SOS family :hug:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5X9zcJA-y8

I Miss you Daddy :(
That was a powerful video Nikkey - it brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for sharing.

[Spanish Moss]

That was a beautiful way to honor your dad. (((((hugs))))))

[mistiis]

:Sob: I can feel your pain dear Nikki, I wish I could take it away.....:hug::hug::hug:ssssssss

[Nik-key]

Thank you all :hug: I want to say more.. just can't.....

Sox, thank you for reminding me how blessed I have been to have my Dad:hug:

If only love, had been enough.................

"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."

"And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation." Khalil Gibran

[mistiis]

Never has a truer word been said. Holding you close to me dear Nikki....:hug::hug::hug:ssssssss :grouphug:

There is strength in our ability to hold each other up. Please allow it. :grouphug:

[who moi]

hi nik,

first of all, your video was awesome....

I couldn't reply it the last two nights because of how my emotions have been leading me instead of me keeping it under check...

your love for your dad is so awesome and wonderful...

that you two loved each other so much when he was alive....was awesome....

I am sorry that he took his own life...I feel for you...

I thought about my own father...

I didn't know how to love him while he was alive...and now, I will love him forever for the rest of my life....

*sigh......

[tamiloo]

Oh, Nikki...that was simply amazing. I'm so glad that you put in the time to learn how to put something so wonderful together.

I thought so much of my Daddy when I watched it...my Dad was 84 when he passed. I was his little Tamiloo...thanks Nikki and God bless you and your Daddy! I love you more than words can say...

http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/jj281/olhipie/Love/love.jpg

[jaded2nite]

Thank-you Nik-key it took me a while to be able to view your tribute. I too was moved to tears. Very touching.

I hope it helps you to heal

Dottie

[FeelinGoofy]

Nikkey,
That was so very touching..... thank you!!! :hug:

[Doody]

(((Nik))) That movie had me in tears to begin with so took awhile for me to look. :o You are so talented and such a touching message. :hug:

[Brokenfriend]

I looked at the video again. It was very touching. It was not your fault. The lion in the beginning said it was it's fault. It was not your fault. Please let any burdens of false guilt go. It is a mystery that we may never know. We can try to figure it out,but that's as far as we can go. It's not your fault...not your fault...not your fault dear one. I love you. You are precious. Steve:hug::hug::hug:

[Nik-key]

Thank you all for your kind words and for viewing the video. As soon as it was finished I knew I wanted to share it with all of you, my family.

((steve)) you have such a loving heart, always lifting others up:hug: I love you too:hug:

Thank you for trying to lift my guilt, but.. it was my fault. In part. I should have known. I should have stopped him...... these are among the things that haunt me............