Hi (((Benjamin))). I did go back and read your other posts.
So sorry for your troubles. What you describe about trying to fall asleep, then waking yourself up, I've only experienced on occasion. Very frustrating!
I have MS, so really don't have any answers for you. But I was wondering (until I read that you are only 28) if you had been in Utah years ago: seems we named a town after you!
DH and I visited England about 4 years ago. When the news weather lady said it was going to be "misty", I wondered what the heck she was talking about. That afternoon when we were taking the bus tour of London I found out! It's just like someone is lighting squirting you with a spray bottle, Lol!!!
Hope you improve quickly. You going to get back on your BMX?