Originally Posted by Saffy
Am due out of hospital today. I was suicidal.yesterday and they.wanted.to keep me in. How to explain that I didn't realise what i had.lost till it had gone and I miss the stim so much.
Full steam.head.On Monday to get the hysterectomy and ovary biopsy then I will give deep thought about TOOTLE.
Am going to try and make a go at selling my cards. Taking local photos and water colouring borders. The thought is willing ...
Still.depressed but getting there. X love you all.
Dear, dear Karen,
Be extra careful about suicidal ideation, as I have been there before, and you know it. Such is a VERY DARK place in DEFINITE need of care. Get the care, in addition to the other stuff. It will save your life, your sanity, and you may then focus on blessings [sound familiar?] as a means to realize THE LIFE WORTH LIVING WHILE YOU BLESS OTHERS AS YOU DO HERE!!!!
Praying for you dear dear Karen!
P.S. Besides, I really need you and Sophie to ultimately plan a trip out here to teh west US to camp. We can have a mini convention of THOSE WHO CARE, maybe for real get Rae, Pooh, Fiona, Kelly, Jackiey, Ginnie, Eva, Nanc, SandyKay, Gerry, Sinead, Jenna, well...... Everybody together to enjoy some grub, some gabbing, some fun!!!