since my head injury I have attepted suicide 2 times. once with 60 Xanax. ended up running into the street screaming insanely and went to hospital then psych ward. second time tried to hang myself from vent but vent ripped out of ceiling. damaged neck muscles and went to hospital then psych again.'
its been seven years since injury. the symptoms never get better or easier to deal with. I'd be lying if I said I would never attempt suicide again. I don't now what the future holds. sleep most of the day for fear of the symptoms.
Symptoms: hot flashes, pulsatile tinnitus, insomnia, internal tremors,chronic pain head to tailbone, head rushing dizziness, goose bumps, severe depression and anxiety, sweating on left side of body, burning left side of face, flu like symptoms, palpitations, OCD, GI problems, men's problems, vestibular damage, brain fog, cold/heat intolerance