since my head injury I have attepted suicide 2 times. once with 60 Xanax. ended up running into the street screaming insanely and went to hospital then psych ward. second time tried to hang myself from vent but vent ripped out of ceiling. damaged neck muscles and went to hospital then psych again.'
its been seven years since injury. the symptoms never get better or easier to deal with. I'd be lying if I said I would never attempt suicide again. I don't now what the future holds. sleep most of the day for fear of the symptoms.
Some Things Are Worth Fighting For
Some Feelings Never Die
Symptoms: hot flashes, pulsatile tinnitus, insomnia, internal tremors, night terrors, chronic pain back of head to tailbone, head rushing dizziness, cold sweats, goose bumps, severe depression and anxiety