I am doing OK. I am looking up all the stuff this moring about my MRI. I plan to call my surgeon in the near future once I understand the terms. Since he is messing with my ability to walk, I need to understand the pro's and cons of what he plans to do. he had given no information about terms on MRI.
Debating on writing back to my daughter. I am so upset with her thinking that my anger is really out there. Why would she think I did not want to fulfill the terms and conditions of the trust? Where did she get that idea? If she received no benefit as she wanted it wasn't because me& son didn't pay her, her husband didn't permit her to benefit from it, to do as she wished to do. He controled the purse strings. She is bitter about being in debt for the rest of her life with school loans. Well she got more than enough to take care of that. I sure would like to know what happened, but I think I do know. I am dealing with this, but sure am hot over it. She told me also, that at one time her dear husband wanted to help me if things got bad, Yes he did, but then turned around and said I was not welcome in their home. It cannot be both ways. Why would I believe anything he said? He did not succeed in twisting me like he did my daughter. Oh Bobby, why are family trouble so difficult at times? This whole thing didn't have to happen at all.
In dealing with family, and then of course you know about my medical stuff, it just puts me over the top sometimes. No wonder my doctor thinks I am by-polar, I very may well be I don't know. My emotional state is all over the place right now.
I care about all of you too Bobby. You should never question yourself, you have so much kindness in you, and you reach out to everybody. You are a good person, who has a good soul. I am glad to have you in my corner too. ginnie