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Old 05-02-2012, 12:18 PM   #591
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I am so sorry about your pain. I know very well about the mesh, this left you in a terrible state, and I wish it could be removed, and that your pain could go away. I was left in terrible state, paid thousands out of pocket, before I had mediare/medicade. didn't know diangosis was wrong. Now I have to fix what he missed, and risk walking at all. We both have been under the hands of those that should not practice medicine. I pray for God to forgive those doctors because I can't.
I don't know who to vote for. who said it was right to take the baby at late term and leave it to die.?..didn't know they did this in our country. No baby deserves to die like that. Makes me sick. Who believed this is right? I need to know so I don't vote for that person. sick sick sick person, wrong beliefs. ginnie
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Old 05-02-2012, 02:51 PM   #592
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Ginnie, I only mention my problems with the doctors so you do not feel it is because of the poverty level that this happens. It happens to many of us. Not nice.

Until we get back to the morals and God back in this country, we will go downhill. This is what I was referring when mentioning the silent majority. Most of us do not want God removed from the schools or Christ from Christmas; but those few who take these issues to courts and too often win is where I am guilty of doing nothing. I do not lead or join organizations working against allowing these things to happen.

I still have faith in this great country and pray we have not so offended God by what is happening.

I am blessed to live in this country.

ASAP for you,

(Gerry)

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Old 05-02-2012, 03:18 PM   #593
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dear friends

blessings for the day

thank you Lord for another day

i have no patients
i have what is considered
one of the best private
insurance it means nothing
and their should be no difference
i am poor with money work
hard for it all my life
at a young age with 3
children
now 4
thank you God
baby eva
thank you God
my oliver
who could make it
all better
this past few days
where i uttered the
words i am done
i am tired
thank you God it isn't
my time yet i told my shrink
the words i uttered or
the fact it was a thought
was disturbing
yesterday a test of
acceptance not an
option
when i do what is
asked of me by all
who have cared for me
through all pain problems
to date and declining
after going through
all the tests
i mean everything
from the moment i
was taken to the hospital
blood work to you name it
in three years and be mostly
in laying position
as my head is too
heavy my back with
additional lower back
scans and tests taken
showing surgery is
the way to fix it
so my neurosurgeon
says in the end
remember i have private
insurance a doctor
who is also known to
be one of the best
in the north east area
out of network
as there were none in network
as it is very difficult
to find a neurosurgeon
i yet to find out if i
completed fusion
as he gave me a script
for yet another one
because it showed
6 months after surgery
i had not fused and
he new i was getting worse
private insurance
thank you Jesus
as i am on a leave
approved at no pay
i am sick of it
SSD just barely
i took on the job
because of the insurance
my life is
not of any financial
securities
young at marriage
stupid afraid not
able to live at home
left at 17
thank you Jesus
i remember my father
saying to the woman
who did not protect me
if you shed one more tear
i'll beat the poop out of you
having 3 children
gave up my career
for what i mistook
for "love"
you see i wanted
to die
just before leaving
when i was living
with them i went
into my room
after going on a hunger
strike i wanted to die
it was a dramatic day
locking myself in my room
reached for my Bible
closed my eyes said to
GOD i will open this book
randomly opened it eyes
closed give me a reason to
LIVE
Psalms 6 verse 6
i am still here
i am ashamed to say
as i told my shrink
i am tired you know
what kind of tired
i am talking about
this is how i know
i am troubled
as i asked God
if you want to
leave me at sleep
it's my time sometime
why not now
i cannot be a burden
to my children a few more
yeas my youngest who lives with
me a honor student
until i became sick
couldn't do what needs to be done
had no help
at one time at school everyday
not anymore
all went to school for gifted and talented
as all my children were recommended
and all attended 1st grade on
all gifted one way or another
my life is never ending
i feel if it were to be a
small chance it would go
roughly i believe you understand
it will happen here
there was a time i was on
welfare i always worked
since i was a little girl
this is not natural for me
i can't understand how
a person would not opt
to work if given the
opportunity i did all
kinds of jobs night
and day when the children
got older 2-3 jobs if need
be the assistance was always
limited
but i had medicaid for
my children
my ex-husband
was working for
GENERAL MOTORS
on the line spot welder
relentless me always
a few steps from catching him
my case set precedent
in the State of N.J.
again my experience
with BCBSNJ available
i took a municipal job
and my town knows
i come in peace and
truth if you understand
i am happily red flagged
thank you Jesus
i am now maimed for
the first time in
my life scared
because
whether
private insurance
or
medicaid
same difference
and both scam the
system lots of money
wasted there
not to mention
not one politician
talks about child support
with a system in place
but workers who hinder
if not make worse
whatever the case may be
i have been back and
forth
back and forth
i am not afraid to
speak up ask the
question people are afraid
to ask
thank you God
i understand you only give
what we can handle
i am loosing it
and if i began to
tell you what happened
yesterday in regards
to my med interaction
4 qualified persons
could not answer my
question
i just threw in the
towel when i wrote about
that experience along
with my reconstruction
surgeon had suggested
left me numb for Gerry
lost it
i am typing so carefully
so i don't loose it
i am just blown away
in how i am being cared
for
i have seen a lawyer
recently he said
bring in films and report
recent
told him due to have films
once spacers come out
i still need to find out if
fusing took
things physically are
happening fast
i'm scared
scared of all doctors
i am alive for a reason
that i know
someone mentioned
being a slave to the
meds is not where i want be
I TRUST YOU GOD
I AM SO CONFUSED
WHY AM I DOING OTHER
PEOPLES JOB TO GET
THE CARE I NEED
HELP ME JESUS
THEY BEAT YOU
I AM BEATEN DOWN
STILL FIGHTING
and know i am who i am because
of my life experiences


THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SHARE
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Old 05-02-2012, 04:51 PM   #594
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thank you for your messages, you are a blessing in my life. You will always be in my prayers too. If I did this prayer thing right, I should be in prayer all day long. ginnie
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Old 05-02-2012, 05:17 PM   #595
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thank you for your messages, you are a blessing in my life. You will always be in my prayers too. If I did this prayer thing right, I should be in prayer all day long. ginnie
i love you tooooo
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Old 05-02-2012, 07:07 PM   #596
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Just a message of comfort back to you. I get so much from the good souls on this site Eva. Take care, keep writing, I read all messages, and pray too. Have a good night, peaceful. Let the angels keep watch over you. ginnie
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Old 05-02-2012, 07:31 PM   #597
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Eva......I do so understand what you are saying; we are connected.

Oh how we need the strength and courage to cope with each day. What will tomorrow
bring??? Cannot dwell. Have enough with today.

Jesus I Trust in You

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Old 05-03-2012, 01:24 AM   #598
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you are looking for a name to write in, take mine. There you go, and if my values have not become crystalline clear by now, I have failed all of us as a participant here.

I despise the perversion of the word "choice" trumpeted by a delegate to congress whom I was "forced" to support for their first term in the house, then they have become the primary assurer of life termination on the floor. Contrast this with a pregnancy which spontaneously aborted because the fetus was not going to survive. Commonly such an event is referred to as miscarriage [seeming to imply from its ancient genesis a fault on the part of the mother who should be shamed thereby] and was suffered by my wife and me. Thereafter, the common DNC was not performed as the trauma alone had been enough for us. We were sent home.

In fact, this was twins, fraternal twins, one of which did not make it, and the other which did. We made the medical journal that year, I am sure as Patient A, a such and such age female in the such and such week of gestation spontaneously aborting thereafter followed by the consummation of a picture perfect normal birth of miracle child, the surviving twin. No, our family does not promote the ugly use of the word "choice." Instead, I like to choose whether to enjoy a cold glass of lemonade or a nice calorie laden hot fudge sundae with cherry on the peak.

Think of it this way, we could amass a grand total of three votes in three separate states..... easily a means by which to send a resounding signal to anyone who was watching............, well, ......maybe.


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Our blessing of a stubborn grandson has accomplished the following:

perpetuation of his nice warm surroundings, travelling to and fro with Mom, seemingly never getting in the way. Dinner you say, well, he will have whatever Mom selects from the Menu du Jour. Straightforward, this young man has stopped the process..... not one iota of progress since Tuesday morn at 3:30 am.

Mama is tired. Labor pains continue. So what does she do besides walking?

Please, all line up at once and shout your thoughts right here on Blessings, for our little Blessing needs to allow his Mom a Mother's Day cuddling son in her arms, not patting him in her belly. Any remedies? Any suggestions for a young lady who does not believe in meds? Whaddya suggest? Will I receive responses?

I board the plane to see the troupe about 14 hours from now. Gonna get some shut eye for now, so......... hammer away at your keyboards.

Thank you for sharing your blessings
to enhance the delivery of our blessing,
Blessed,
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Old 05-03-2012, 02:12 AM   #600
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Dear Mark

How wonderful your grandson is making an entrance into this world albeit slowly

As regards what to do.........??

Well yes walking is the only real thing you can do in circumstances like this. Baba is too comfy to want to come out yet. I'm sure your DIL is exhausted and if she can she should try to rest too during this 'quiet' time before the real labour starts

I will pray that your little grandson will be delivered very very soon, in fact could even be here by now!!!and that your DIL won't have too hard a time.

Safe journey Mark and do take care

Wish all your family the very best and I'm thinking of you all at this fantastic exciting time

Jackie







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Our blessing of a stubborn grandson has accomplished the following:

perpetuation of his nice warm surroundings, travelling to and fro with Mom, seemingly never getting in the way. Dinner you say, well, he will have whatever Mom selects from the Menu du Jour. Straightforward, this young man has stopped the process..... not one iota of progress since Tuesday morn at 3:30 am.

Mama is tired. Labor pains continue. So what does she do besides walking?

Please, all line up at once and shout your thoughts right here on Blessings, for our little Blessing needs to allow his Mom a Mother's Day cuddling son in her arms, not patting him in her belly. Any remedies? Any suggestions for a young lady who does not believe in meds? Whaddya suggest? Will I receive responses?

I board the plane to see the troupe about 14 hours from now. Gonna get some shut eye for now, so......... hammer away at your keyboards.

Thank you for sharing your blessings
to enhance the delivery of our blessing,
Blessed,
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