Referring back to your post of opening the window on your heart, I am overcome and have been for so long at all you have endured in life. Ever so blessed you did not meet the deceiver in an end not of your best as God would have, thus you remain with us and are here as a BLESSING to all who read. YOU are God's BELOVED, and in having that awareness you are Whole regardless of what surgery has done to hurt, harm, disfigure. Eva is God's Beloved, in whom He has JOY as you call unto Him in all things. Focus on That BLESSING of your life in addition to others with family, little Eva, Olie, your supporting and loving friends here and at home. Agape is known here in bucket loads and they wash over you as a Blessing of your spirit.
Eva is God's Beloved, and how could He believe otherwise? It is His promise of eternal JOY for YOU!
Thank you for blessing me this "waiting for Samson" day as you offer suggestion in addition to Walking. I have passed both along to my wife for the young parents to attempt.
I am Blessed people here are praying for our Samson,
I am Blessed to be leaving via plane in a little over four hours,
I am Blessed to know you loving people of this blessed place,
I am Blessed by the GREAT I AM,
How Blessed am I to wear smiles though in pain as I encourage others to acknowledge their Blessings, for God is Great beyond MEASURE,
How Blessed HE who has always been fills my heart,