I am sorry you are in such pain today. I hate it that you suffer like that. I pictured you just how you described. I feel bad that the doctor didn't do right by you. I wish there was a solution to the back pain. It is hard, to deal with all the things around you, at the same time dealing with the pain. You are always in my prayers Eva.
My house is on the Market. Didn't like the add or the picture of it, so realtor is doing it over for the next review. I have been looking at very small places, out in the country where I can have chickens! I figure If I have to leave here, I might as well go where I want to be. That would be away from the coast line. Much safer! I am in for change in my life. Hope I can be as strong as you are and meet this new direction, knowing Jesus is directing the steps. When I pray, I keep NT and those I have met here on the top of my list.
I hope there is some relief tonight. ginnie