My name is Lidie. Let's start step by step until we can solve the big picture of my chronic depression. One problem, i do not understand is . . . modesty, i guess if you want to euphemize it. Here, i'll give an example.
Someone might comment on a small project i did and say "You did good."
In reply, I might say "No, i didn't"
They could possibly ask "Why do you think so?"
I might point out the flaws.
Now, that's not necessarily strange, but what is strange and annoying is if they agree on a flaw, I am offended. I obviously don't SHOW the offence, because I know that it wouldn't make sense. It seems, though, that my psyche can't be pleased.
How I solve this? I don't know. And I don't expect you to know either.
But I need one answer before I solve it. What is wrong with me?