Focus on Blessings 2

[Jackiey]

Eva its SOOOOO so good to read about your family being around you and that your son is home too. Im so glad that they are all with you and I pray that you will have good news to come too........


Jackie

[eva5667faliure]

Dear friend

a heartfelt thank you
still awaiting doctors
call
i too keep many in mind
when in prayer
i am so happy to
have you as a supportive friend
as i am here for all
wishing you much happiness
as you also appreciate family

feel good is my wish
as we are mommy always to our
children
blessed we are indeed

someone who cares

[eva5667faliure]

dear friends

no phone call today
will call tomorrow
till then
thy will be done
the only way i would
have it
as he gave us free will
i am doing my part
JESUS LOVES US
YES HE DOES
MY LOVE IS GREAT
LORD HEAR OUR PRAYER

THINKING OF YOU Gerry

someone who cares

[ger715]

Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

dear God
friends i have come
to make in the world
of the internet

blessed are we
moving to the 19th floor
into a two bedroom
did my homework
made some calls
said what need to be
said and "they" were
in the hot seat
never be afraid
when standing in
TRUTH
move in November 1st

blessed my son is home
with findings he will follow-up
with doctors and taking care
of himself

blessed Saraeve the
bliss in her life poetry
to be shared with all

blessed my daughter and grandchild
will be close by she found
a beautiful 1 bedroom apartment
hardwood floors wood cabinets
move in the 15th
they just left
they spent the weekend
with me and sister
made a early meeting
together it was special

blessed i am to witness
all of it

mostly blessed that my
family wants to be close
it feels so good when they
seek each other out reminding
them God is happy to see this

dear God you have showed yourself
to me in many ways keep my family
safe from evil and live a life always
remembering life is so much easier
if you truly Believe with absolute Faith
no doubt Jesus Christ walked this earth

i pray i live long enough
to see my family doing
well

as for myself
myelogram and CT cervical/lumbar
are grim and sad i will give specifics
as tomorrow will be phone conference
with the orthopedic surgeon
the reports were sent to me
his interpretation is the wait
that seemed to have never come
i am scared
but with that said
i need to find out what is wrong
EMG report findings will also be
explained as he requested 8cc
spinal fluid will reveal specific orders

as God is in control
i am doing my part
thy will be done

may all who visit
be assured this special place
blessed we become
as you all keep me lifted
and i thank you all for that
may i do the same for you

someone who cares

Dear Gerry

praying and praying
hoping to hear from you

Am glad to hear you and your family are close and also good to hear you will be moving into a larger apartment.

I really appreciate all the prayers. Just haven't felt up to doing much on internet.

Not sure what life has ahead for me. Because of continuous opiods, I need daily miralax. Without a rectum; plus results of laxatives make being away from bathroom almost impossible. A couple of feet of colon removed as well as part of vagina wall was involved and removed as well. I have been trying very hard to keep as upbeat as possible. Tonight seems to be more downer than usual.

Doctors are recommending kemo and radiation. Cannot deal with nausea very well. Will be making appointment to see oncologist; but at this time, do not think I will go along with treatment.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers and you and all those on NT who are so dear to me are in mine as well.


Father, Son and Holy Spirit, pray we will feel Your warmth and comfort,

Blessed Mother Mary pray for us to cope what God as permitted,

Amen.

[Mark56]

You are well established in the grasp of our Lord as we pray in earnest here, for this matter affecting you and your family we lift prayer without ceasing.

Even now,
Agape in the highest,
Mark56

[eva5667faliure]

Dear Gerry

i am praying
i would move the
earth for you if i could
my heart cries out loud
my brain still absorbing all
as you feel ill feel my hand
stroking your back as you get sick
what i did for my children when they
would vomit
my mind is filled with so much traffic
i wake up and think of you every morning
to know that horrible evil disease we and
so many others have to FIGHT NOT GIVE UP
Gerry i respect your decision
AS PAINFUL AS IT IS
may i share with you the high rise i live in
has many elderly persons, there was a time
i had breasts one time not to long ago
after my mastectomy i have come to learn
of a few who have had their story as well
one lady after 16 years of a breast removed
only for it to have come back in the same
area her breast she kept found nothing makes no
sense to me she is having a difficult time with
this reoccurring evil disease she opted to FIGHT
GO THRU CEMO AND RADIATION and is so distraught
she wants to stop it her name is FLOW, i bring this up not to
be negative i just cannot get over how prevalent cancer is
so much of it in this building 8 or 9 persons and it is a huge building frighting so frighting
it's like not seeing the type of car you choose
and the next thing you know that's all you seem to see
on the road
as your situation is so much more intricate i cried so hard
to read your sharing i still cannot stop
as our FAITH BASE LOVE OF GOD GROWS IN OUR TIME OF NEED
OH DEAR GOD
HIS SON JESUS CHRIST
AND OUR MOTHER MARY
i pray and support you in anyway i can
you are double the dose of meds
as i take
30ml oxycontin 3 times a day
5 ml percs for break thru
my cemo pill for 7 years
at this point 6 1/2 years
as 1/2 the year just shot on by
i to suffer from constipation
have come to find the magic
resolve 5 apples a day
friday i had my oncology appointment
my blood work pristine
when not to long ago i had red flags all over the place
including several markers indicating
cancer possible activity i could be more
specific i would have to go through my
own medical file i ask for all results
for my file
i remember about maybe 2 years ago
reading my blood results going through
my medical dictionary and remembering
3 specific words that were red flagged
my gut was worried then
Gerry just so you know i too worry
keep a close watch on my bowel movements
not embarrassed to talk about it most times
difficult to pass and not comfortable as we push
but just the same we must void and back up
worries me terribly as you were
as women we push other organs
as you have had children know what i mean
your husband and children YOUR family and
especially you how i have come to LOVE from
afar as you embraced me i would like for
you to lay your head on my shoulder and
just be one for the moment praying
THY WILL BE DONE
AS HE GAVE US FREE WILL
there is so much i would like to share with you
it seems it could be a book
if you are up to it i would like to
give you my telephone number
and hear your inspiring words
that all applies to you
as we TRUST JESUS
I WOULD LOVE TO HELP
EVEN IF TO SHARE
OUR EXPERIENCE STRENGTH
and HOPE
i respect your privacy if you choose so
DEAR LORD HEAR OUR PRAYERS

just so happy you wrote
please know you are needed
i am so so distraught all that
has been taken from your body
as you are still a beautiful LADY
very much limited for now
i love you beautiful LADY

SOMEONE WHO CARES

[Jackiey]

Gerry its so good to hear from you. I will keep on praying for you and that there will be better days ahead for both you and your family.

Only you know how you are feeling....I hope that you will continue to progress in the right direction and that whatever you decide with the treatment will be the right choice.

Take good care of yourself and we all will be here for you praying......

Jackie

[JavaJan]

So good to see an update from you, Gerry!! We've all been praying for you and hoping that your body is healing steadily after the surgery. I'm sorry for the pain and discomfort you're going through right now, and will continue to pray that you will find rest and relief!

Gentle hugs,
Jan

[Mark56]

My Dear Friend Gerry I share with you utmost respect in the reach you have toward the ever loving arms of our Lord. Oh how I pray your situation be blessed with peace and courage and that you feel comfort as you lean upon the Holy Mother Mary.

Blessed be the name of the Lord most High who is with you and your family in all of these things. May you be lifted up through your faith and raised as by eagle's wings over anything which may lay upon the road before you.

Be stilled in your heart, for you are filled with grace in all of the matters ahead. We who love you pray ever for you.

Praying still,
Mark56z

[eva5667faliure]

AMEN!
thanks to my very wise friend who began this beautiful thread
to all i wish a feel good wave come upon us all in suffering

someone who cares

Lord hear our prayers