Hmmmm, that is a song I have sung in worship. I am absolutely sure you have a higher calling Andy, and now you are on the healing way, you may be making those ways once again in your work, in your Lord's work and the like. It truly feels rewarding to me, doing those things I know best how to do for others.
Then there is that yiddish word, a real word in fact, and one day I was on the phone with a younger lady attorney who had come from back east, and let me in on the true meaning of a word which had just escaped my lips about a litigant of whom neither of us had a high opinion. Same word. I looked it up. Inwardly said "oh." Then dropped it from the vocab...... yup. Thought you might like to know.
Sign me, been there, done that,