I think part of what windseeker is tired of is his family and friends not supporting him as he is but instead expecting him to buck up and fix himself and go on with life.
There is an extra level of frustration and fatigue when family and friends who should be supporting you instead burden you with their expectations.
windseeker, Please try to remember that we are here for you.
My best to you.
Mark in Idaho
58 years old, retired due to disability, married 33 years, father of three, grandfather of four, Suffered a serious concussion at 10 years old (1965) stopped most driving after last concussion at 46 years old (2001), Post Concussion Syndrome/Multiple Concussion/Impact Syndrome with PTSD, immediate and short term visual and auditory memory problems, slowed processing speed, visual and auditory processing difficulties, insomnia, absence seizures, OCD, 14 concussions since first concussion at 8 years old, Taking paroxetine and gabapentin for 12 years. Added L-Tryptophan and reduced paroxetine by half 3/2013
"Be Still and Know That I am God" Psalm 46:10