Hi dear Ashley ~ How are you feeling today? I hope today was a better day for you. I'm sorry you've been suffering from depression. Have you had it for long? Have you talked to your doctor about it? If this is a regular thing for you, please speak with your doctor. He CAN help you with it. Don't try and "fix" it by yourself, because it can't be done.
I'll be thinking of you when you have your SCS trial on Friday. I had the implant years ago. I had it for 6 months, but it had to be removed unfortunately. It wasn't due to any fault of the SCS. It was because I was too skinny, and the darn "generator" tried to work itself out!
So everything had to be removed. NUTS.
Anyway -- will you let us know what happens after your trial? I'll be looking forward to hearing how it goes. Best of luck & God bless. Hugs, Lee