The multiple difficulty with which you wrestle just now feels so very very gut wrenching... Verily, you have been and continue to be in my prayers, Concerned and caring that darkness not overwhelm but that light be brought into your life. Pain, such wrenching pain brings in some ways the most difficult out in life, and it is THEN I find the seeing of my faith is so much more profound. Not preaching here, just painting the picture as I have lived it.
Sure am wrapping you in gentle hugs and praying ALL will be well Karen. Please that Hubby will endure with you through this, for there is much to be gained by realizing the blessings of life together though times now seem so very rough.
One who has learned from Eva to write... I care,