I wish you weren't going through this it does sound so frightening.
Thank goodness hubby is being supportive. I am glad for that.
I agree with the others' - please contact your psychiatrist immediately
and ask to be seen ASAP. Talk about what is happening to you.
You should also inform him/her regarding some issues brought up in this thread by Steve and Mari, ie:
-- whether something recent has upset you (was there an incident that you can identify that set off these recent problems)?
-- whether you are currently trying to get pregnant.
you need not share these things with us unless you wish to, but these are important pieces of information for your doctor, in order that he/she can provide appropriate treatment. do please call the doctor asap.
i am sending you calming thoughts, love, hope, and many hugs.
you hang in there and let us know how you are ok?
~ waves ~