I went to my Tdoc appointment today.
Found out my Pdoc is leaving....Tuesday is her last day. I do have an appointment with her on that day.
I feel like I have been kicked by a mule right to the center of my being.
1st my pain management doctor left... still do not have a new one...my primary doc is supposed to be finding me a referral.
Now this.... I've been seeing her for nearly 3 years. I had grown attached in a comfortable sense of the word. I could tell her how I was feeling and she would help me and adjust my medicines.
I don't want to start all over with God only knows how many Pdocs before a permanent one is found. It hurts to much to repeat my story to each doctor....it make me feel as if I am reliving it over and over again and I just can't keep doing that. I would rather be dead than do this.
How do I tell my Pdoc Goodbye?????
I just give...I have no fight left in me.