I think that you are suffering Anguish,acute distress,pain,grief,and agonizing mental pain about this situation at work. I'm so sorry.
To be truthful,I've been like this,and have quit my job,and been asked to come back on my answering machine. Sometimes the bosses want to much. I've also walked out of the building,and walked around the block.
I came to a point where I became upset being pulled in all directions over the years,fussed at in front of everyone,and carrying a heavy load of work the whole day,and into the night. My paycheck was only going up 35,to 50 cents an hour per year. Usually it was January when they gave raises. We where all underpaid,and we all knew it.Then they stopped giving me raises at the 13 year of my employment there.
The bosses husband was a hothead when he came over,blowing up,and assuming things in the back room. I had someone in management telling me lies,and he would not tell me later,so I couldn't believe anything that he said ever. I was running around doing everything that I could think of to do.
Then one day I found a note on my door that said my apartment needed to be renovated. So I moved to the other side of the apartment complex. Then two people knocked on the door soon after I moved to the other side of the apartment buildings. They said that the apartment complex had been purchased,and all of us tenants had to move out.
At the same time they where tearing down all of the affordable places to live in the area. I was so upset. I reached out for help. Finally my sister said I could move to where they where in another city.
I got a job in that city,and they gave me bad treatment off the bat. After 10 months,I became outraged. I was all ready upset. I was going from being upset,to becoming upset all of the time. I was loosing sleep,and my mind was in turmoil.
I'd better stop here.
I understand. BF