today is the day

[eva5667faliure]

dear friends

my chest look acceptable to me
i call it my hiccup in the road
he did the best he could
he is all happy and blah blah blah
but they aren't anything
like augmentation at all this
is what women are afraid of
as tiny as that lump i found
it was deep rooted to my back
wall remember both are the same
when removed but the cancer was
in my right breast
to the young mothers
and all mothers to be
say without any pressure
it is only my opinion
try if you can to give your child
your breast
there is a little something
different and special
never to take from bottle fed
babies because i would hope
the parent to hold their baby
or babies the connection is
feel the touch of the baby looking
at you while feeding breastfeeding
came easily
i was speaking to my ex-husband
on my side wiggled her way as she lay
next to me on my right and began suckling
all on her own my arm was under my head
holding my head up like a pillow
i have no nipples opt not to have them done
might have tattoo or piercing to give it
definition now that they have a scar that needs
work like vine of small like flowers
no biggie
dear GOD thank you
for giving me the ability to find it in
the time i did now live with treatment
after i took them off
AMEN!
ask me anything you may want to me

someone who cares

[eva5667faliure]

to express the loss
is not difficult for me
my disappointment
is just the tip of the iceberg
my gut it has never failed me
and because i did not listen
to my gut i am unhappy with
the end results will make
the best of the matter
it was my dermatologist
was able to pick up the problem
without any input and then she says
Eva
no more surgeries
how worth it is it
bingo
she made it clear
additionally she knows who he is
my point

go with YOUR GUT TALKING
IT IS YOUR LIFE AND NO
ONE KNOWS IT BETTER THAN YOU!

MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY
January 9, 2012

had my 1st colonoscpy cleared for now
thank you GOD

please my message is preventative health care

someone who cares