Hi Butterfly. I am sorry you are dealing with such a loss. Best Friends are hard to find and when you lose one the emptiness is felt pretty deep. I lost my best friend this past July. we have been friends since 6th grade.. She had told me a couple years ago she had early Alzheimer
and she took her life this past July. during those couple years we had many deep talks and secrets . I havent really shared much about it here . I just have a sad empty hole and i guess thats all I want to say. But your name grabbed my attention as I just got my very first Tattoo . of a butterfly. it was a promise me and my best friend made when were were kids. If one of us passes the other gets a tattoo. she was butterfly I was a flower. and well I have my butterfly tattoo for a week and a half now. I LOVE it the colors and tear drops and shape of the butterfly all mean something special.
my best friend also had 2 kids one with sever downs syndrome. Please reach out to your friends family and her children... it WILL help both of you. I know it is hard but in the long run it will turn out to be well worth the hard steps you need to make at first.
...the cleaning of closets and cloths and such i think that can wait . hugs from someone not so different from you Butterfly
Thanks for sharing it is hard thing to do . sending you prayers and lots of