To Friends New and Old
I can't believe that I've been sick, and still fighting an admitted case from the beginning, with a DOI 11/02.
But I have to say that moving to a colder climate has helped my disease. My disease branched out to specific additional diseases I proved by medical evidence, and it has been very hard to be basically 90 percent bedridden, as well as unable to "chitty-chat" or use my hands (or rest of body.)
Pain is constant, but changes in level.
Pain is also delayed, so if I have a "good" day and try to get something done, like a hospital test, I can develop horrific pain within 3 days.
But, overall, my pain is not as often a 10, and I am learning more each day. I have trouble breathing, my heart flutters, and I am waiting for the sleep study currently.
I rely on my God for optimism, promise of seeing my family in heaven, and for my own strength, but mainly for the prayers for you, my family and friends.
I am embarrassed by how I used to get into silly arguments in the beginning.
I lost some good friends over that, and I want to apologize and invite you to email me if you want to know me again.
Since getting TOS, the Internet government sites have greatly changed their contact. Don't forget there is always a political back-drop, and, doctors sure hate to say "I don't know."
Some of you may remember I was an attorney and Pro Tem judge for 14 years, est.
Love to you all, Tshadow