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Unread 01-10-2013, 02:15 PM   #491
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Forgivness is difficult; but once achieved; it brings peace to the soul. Mental anguish gone. Often.......to allow someone or something to have that much control over us is from the "deceiver" himself.

I will pray with you. Wishing you a smile and feel good day.

Gerry
but of course my wise friend
how is all much going on
it really is something i'll keep
for PM
my results fabulous
as fearful as i was i went under
and that nothingness
is a drug the body controlled

i say this

i caught an interesting news story
the fascination is a neurosurgeon as
his father by the why his name is

Dr. Eben Alexander, M.D.
specificity: neurosurgeon
was in a coma : bacterial meningitis
no brain function
7 days
explains of his outer body experience
has a book i cannot wait to read
"Proof of Heaven"
so has your routine that at this point
i am sure there is
have you come up with any ideas
of your own that has been the greatest
brainstorm
that's the OCD talking
100% of the time i see the things
people come up with and a simple
thought idea and boom
self made millionaire
money means nothing
i'm talking ideas being forced to
do things differently

being someone who has to wear glasses eyesight
i have an idea and don't know what to do with it
it would catch something the eye industry might like


we have yummy weather here
the proper rugs delivered
3- 5' x 7' Berber rugs for the
apartment
it is coming along

today pain specialist 4:00
will ask to up the meds
30mg plus 1/2 mg percocet
generic (oxyycodone ) oxcy
cutting with a special cutter
for such things is giving better relief
stopped the Tyleno with the nose bleeds

Corissa on her way home
homework note book signed
by teachers

Christine and baby on the move
taking care of life as a mother
sounded frazzled

my son looks horrible 6' 8" tall
plus negative weight loss is
making it seem worse as weight loos is
as sign about the body

Saraeve experiencing more
seizures than the norm
something is either up or new meds
aren't
at the moment she hasn't contacted me
yet

Oliver my dog is doing his job
comforting and alerting anyone
seizure alert

other than that

blessed another day to help if i can

i trust in you Jesus
Mother Mary
i love you

that someone who cares

love
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Unread 01-12-2013, 07:45 AM   #492
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dear God
dear friends

oh how marvelous as the wondrous
time with Corissa and Eva get too
spend the night as Mom will be doing
important things like working

thank you for another day
thy will be done
everything is as i make it
no
i'll pray hope for guidance

i trust in you Jesus
i do trust and believe
Lord hear our prayers

my babies and angels

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Dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

today and for the last two days
the weather is not been helpful
as the body cries in pain
my doctor has decided to keep
me on the same amount i have
been on
i will see him again the end of
the month
the worse time is morning
and although i no i need more to relieve
the pain i have a personal stigma that is on my
back reminding me of sobriety
as it is something i must take
as i will not have any surgery of
any kind
oh i'm sorry
lets see what happens to
the left side of my
chest as it slowly migrates downward
pictures taken as time goes by
WILL BE THE LAST OF SURGERY
TO REMOVE THEM AND CLEAN
CUTS WOULD BE APPRECIATED
anyhow
when the pain is in the center of
my chest the pain in neck shoulder
arm back site of surgery base of
my skull then eventually my head
tooooooo heavy anybody else feel
what i dooooo
i opt not to get the suggested
SCS or pain pump for that matter
this is a personal decision
just to thing of all the test i
had and what else my body was
subjected too
on a radiation level
eeeeeeenuf
just do what is mandatory
on a yearly basis
preventative care
wish many others would practice
it
if given sick days like my place
of employment
and with the flu A TYPE
my job you are rewarded not taking
a certain amount of days
no no no no no
you take them because you are sick
stay home home not parting
this a place of not knowing
their priorities
that was just an example
i think you all get the picture

i have many blessings in my life
of who suffer dearly in one form or
another

i love being a mother
and just as much a grandmother

my son came and visited
looking 100% better
smelling great he is
so tall and so thin
told me he got his meds
doctor prescribed
for personality
any how it was so good to
see him just stopped by
just because it felt good
he had a blast with his niece

we may get one more night with Eva
weather related
the fearful thing about
this is her responsibility
are up held she must be
back at facility by 8:00 P.M.
Monday Eva is here as of Friday
evening it is when Christine stays
overnight as the other grandmothers
house as the father still lives with mom
i no
i hope a smart girl is on
her best thinking
not to practice unprotected
activity for Eva and her sake
this i pray for
i pray that she get stable
housing and a way to begin
a life routine with her daughter

buuuut we might be rewarded
and we get sleep over again
few prayers for that please
wouldn't hurt
she looooves being here
soooooooo much room to run
i let her go for it
just watching

IS MY BLESSING
WATCHING HER INTERACT
WITH UNCLE AND AUNT
WAS FUN

TODAY I STAY IN BED
MY MEDS KICKED IN BUT
MY ARM NECK BACK
ALL WEATHER AND MECHANICAL
SCREW UP PERMANENT NERVE DAMAGE

thems the break

to all
a blessed God filled day
as thy will be done
give us this day our daily bread

thank you for letting me share
that someone who cares
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Dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

i have pain no doubt
today was tough the
creative daring side
of me joined a match
making company
eHarmony
hope to get laughs
and many opportunities
my dear friends
trying hard to letting go
bless us Lord
guide us
thy will be done

i love you Mother Mary

AMEN!


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Dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

i have pain no doubt
today was tough the
creative daring side
of me joined a match
making company
eHarmony
hope to get laughs
and many opportunities
my dear friends
trying hard to letting go
bless us Lord
guide us
thy will be done

i love you Mother Mary

AMEN!


that someone who cares
May laughs come your way
and Blessings of other sorts as well
another who cares
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dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

find my heart
honest i am
my pain level today 8
all weather related i am
oh how i cannot wait to be out there
the moment good weather comes calling
it too will be a great project
as it is bare but GARY previous
tenant and a person that decided as
owner of a carpet business put glued down rug
horrible
anywho
many interesting people on
eHarmony
my dear friend brother Jesus
as you leave us with the Lords prayer
and i get to hear church bells
i love reciting that prayer
thy will be done
give us this day our daily bread
Christine and baby are here with me
as the flu is rapidly spreading
told her she is welcome to stay
the rest if the week and back to routine
my meds are in a safe
my son was in a car accident
coming home from work
called me said he is banged up
but for the Grace of God he is
alive it was around 2:00 A.M.
thank you angles my loving God Almighty
Saraeve is the same
watch over my family dear
angles
to all who are suffering in pain today
and are down do not let the deceiver in
as it is the time it lurks around just waiting
to take over
and in JESUS CHRIST i believe and TRUST
i trust in you my friends to help when in
pain as only those who have debilitating
chronic pain

trying to forgive
as a special friend
told me

Mark having some belly laughs
will share

hope and pray a pain free day
and someone to take care of you

someone who cares
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Unread 01-16-2013, 02:37 PM   #498
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Heart Dearest Eva

You are such a strong woman.....Im sorry to hear your son was in an accident but Thank GOD he is safe and alive. How awful for him....I do hope he makes a full and rapid recovery.

I know exactly what you mean when those aches and pains come with the weather. Its just miserable here today....damp, drizzle, cold....it doesnt know what to do outside. We have frost, cold , sleet yesterday.....weird....my body doesnt know whats happening, as I too suffer with the pains and aches once the weather turns cold and damp

I hope you can get out real soon into the sunshine and enjoy the warmth.....it is January after all..Im so looking forward to the Summer months coming here in our new house, as we have a70ft long back garden now, thats a HUGE bonus to us as our last house was teeny back garden

Take care Eva....am praying for you and all on this wonderful forum

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dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

find my heart
honest i am
my pain level today 8
all weather related i am
oh how i cannot wait to be out there
the moment good weather comes calling
it too will be a great project
as it is bare but GARY previous
tenant and a person that decided as
owner of a carpet business put glued down rug
horrible
anywho
many interesting people on
eHarmony
my dear friend brother Jesus
as you leave us with the Lords prayer
and i get to hear church bells
i love reciting that prayer
thy will be done
give us this day our daily bread
Christine and baby are here with me
as the flu is rapidly spreading
told her she is welcome to stay
the rest if the week and back to routine
my meds are in a safe
my son was in a car accident
coming home from work
called me said he is banged up
but for the Grace of God he is
alive it was around 2:00 A.M.
thank you angles my loving God Almighty
Saraeve is the same
watch over my family dear
angles
to all who are suffering in pain today
and are down do not let the deceiver in
as it is the time it lurks around just waiting
to take over
and in JESUS CHRIST i believe and TRUST
i trust in you my friends to help when in
pain as only those who have debilitating
chronic pain

trying to forgive
as a special friend
told me

Mark having some belly laughs
will share

hope and pray a pain free day
and someone to take care of you

someone who cares
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Unread 01-16-2013, 03:42 PM   #499
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You are such a strong woman.....Im sorry to hear your son was in an accident but Thank GOD he is safe and alive. How awful for him....I do hope he makes a full and rapid recovery.

I know exactly what you mean when those aches and pains come with the weather. Its just miserable here today....damp, drizzle, cold....it doesnt know what to do outside. We have frost, cold , sleet yesterday.....weird....my body doesnt know whats happening, as I too suffer with the pains and aches once the weather turns cold and damp

I hope you can get out real soon into the sunshine and enjoy the warmth.....it is January after all..Im so looking forward to the Summer months coming here in our new house, as we have a70ft long back garden now, thats a HUGE bonus to us as our last house was teeny back garden

Take care Eva....am praying for you and all on this wonderful forum

Jackie
my dearest Jackie
your concerns are much appreciated
mothers we will always be
but by the Grace of God
as no other cars were involved
and he hadn't been hit by another car
weather here is freaky also eerie
fog sleet ice rain

true blessing
how can i not be
reminded
a true blessing

blessings from the heart
there is lots of fun to be had
the blessings to as wonderful home

love

that someone who cares
blessed we are as mommies
lot of love with heart ache
as i believe only a mommy
it never ends my boy is 29
soon to be 30
is blessed that extra sense
we are given
Amen!
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Unread 01-16-2013, 03:47 PM   #500
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No Eva it never ends a mothers love.....and we worry worry worry ......its just endless

My eldest daughter is 30 this year, my Son is 28 my other daughter is 26 and my youngest has just turned 20.....but no matter what age they are you always, ALWAYS worry about them.....

But thankfully they are all well and now your son will be well again real soon.....





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my dearest Jackie
your concerns are much appreciated
mothers we will always be
but by the Grace of God
as no other cars were involved
and he hadn't been hit by another car
weather here is freaky also eerie
fog sleet ice rain

true blessing
how can i not be
reminded
a true blessing

blessings from the heart
there is lots of fun to be had
the blessings to as wonderful home

love

that someone who cares
blessed we are as mommies
lot of love with heart ache
as i believe only a mommy
it never ends my boy is 29
soon to be 30
is blessed that extra sense
we are given
Amen!
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