Join Date: Dec 2012
Thanks Consider...I greatly appreciate it...I will start from the beginning therapy...music My favorite since this ordeal Lana Del Ray....
Originally Posted by Consider
Mia, I am so sorry. I feel like just how you feel right now. The "how I can go from feeling so good to just...i don't know...feeling..just so bad?" feeling. I went from a week of feeling good even with television on, to just feeling bad and releasing a huge panic attack out of nowhere. I actually got angry with my mother yesterday about my life. I exploded! And somehow, it felt nice to explode, in the end. It is hard being this way, but find comfort in the fact that we will all be better not soon, but eventually. For now, Mia, take the advice that you told me to take, never look back, keep pushing forward. Relax, you will get there and you will be happy (probably excited!) that you did.
What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~