Welcome to the NeuroTalk Support Groups.
I'm very sorry you're in so much pain.
Just want to leave the links to a couple of the forums here.
You can just click on the underlined links below and go there directly.
"Whatever the cause, support for managing long term or intractable pain".
Spinal Disorders & Back Pain
"For discussion of all spinal cord injuries, spinal issues, back-related pain or problems."
If you need any help finding your way around the site, just make a post and someone is sure to help you out.
Hang on there. Don't give up.