I just wanted to say that I almost died from liver and kidney failure in 2009. I had a near death experience. You will all think I am crazy if I tell you too much about it but what I will say is we have a loving god who adores us. There is no hell except for the hell we go through on this earth. If a person believes in Jesus as their savior, he will save you. He saved me and I was not sure I believed. There is no unforgivable sin. Jesus took care of all our sins when he suffered and died for us because he loves us so much. Even the people who tortured him he forgave. What I can tell you friends is there is life after death and we have a wonderful place waiting for us and we are all so loved and forgiven. We cause ourselves pain agonizing over if we are saved or forgiven. We all are. We are all loved more than you will ever know until you yourself meet Jesus. He melted my heart. Made me see we are all one. We are all part of him and part of each other. Love is the only thing that matters and is stronger than death. Some souls are too sensitive for this world. Some have more pain than they can handle. Our lord does not hold this against us. I promise you.
Had MVA in 2006 resulting in post concussive syndrome manifested by cognitive impairment, chronic pain/ fatigue. Chronic pain of head, neck, back, left leg.
Other problems include REM sleep behavior disorder, nocturnal frontal lobe epilepsy, chronic migraines associated with nausea/vertigo, episodes of passing out, hypoglycemia, liver dysfunction (had accidental overdose of acetaminophen in 2009) had liver and kidney failure, hernia, degenerative disc disease with compression of nerve root, PTSD, and other problems associated with functioning problems from traumatic brain injury (light, sound sensitive, easily overloaded, easily distracted, cannot focus, anxiety problems etc.)