I know I haven't been around much but I am so sorry to hear of your recent problems; so what have you been doing to yourself huh or what has you're body put you through? I believe you've had to have a hysterectomy and they had to remove your stim first am I right, and God love you emotionally coping with all of this must be very tough and of course you would be depressed but if I know the person you are, you will do fine, you're strong and very courageous. You can and will come out the other side of this and you'll get better hun.
I had my stim out last November to have some MRI scans yand they found some scare tissue on the S1 nerve root that is probably causing all my problems. I finally got, only this morning, an appointment with a surgeon and I'm hoping and praying that he will act and remove this all-mighty problem. After that I hope I can go back to work for a while and determine whether I can get another stim, probably the Nevro one.
Please let me know how you are, I think about how you are and I say to myself I'm gonna check out this site or text you. Mark has been sending emails just keeping in touch I guess.
Take care hun, love and Godbless