Update

[colombiangirl1]

Feeling pretty good. Things are all on the up and up (as my grandma would say-he-he). I'm still slightly stressed, but only slightly. I'm going Thursday to try to file for divorce at the courthouse. And I feel really good about this decision. It may be the first rational decision I've made in years. It's truely what I want for MYSELF. I'm sorry that it hurts my soon to be ex. But you know, I just can't stay with him to make him happy. I have to be in it too. And I'm just not anymore. Work is going good. I'm back to five days (instead of four). But they changed my schedule, with giving me two days off in the middle of the week (in a row), instead of on 2 off 1 on 3 off 1. Don't know if I'll like this change or not. Probably not. But I can always request to go back to my old schedule, if this doesn't work out for me. As far as mentally. I'm feeling great. Not manic. Just really good. Because I'm finally taking control of my life, and my circumstances. And not just taking what's on my plate. But controlling what goes on there. That's all for now. Peace, and Love,

-Cgirl-