This has been another tough day for you.
I am sorry such has been the case.
It's difficult to consider now; yet, one day, you will feel the sun's healing and energizing warmth upon your body again! When we are numb from grief we often do not feel it, even when it's there.
Please extend all of the patience, understanding and kindness to yourself--at least as much as you would gladly extend to anyone else enduring the depth of pain you are now enduring.
No, dear one, you have not given up on your sweet baby. You'd never give up on your child. You are doing the very best you can with circumstances far beyond your own control.
We remain here, at your side -- ready to listen, ready to simply hold your hand, ready to support you and your loved ones, in any way we can do so.
Lots of us right here, caring for you.
You are welcome to continue to share your many thoughts and feelings if and when you feel doing so may be helpful and healing for you
. This thread is dedicated to you and to your healing
We'll be checking in on you here.
May you find deep inner peace... feeling surrounded by Divine love...as you rest and recover from your loss.
Healing Hugs for you~