I'm sorry to see that I missed you thelonely1
. If you come back tonight I may still be around, so please do post here or in the thread I gave you the link to, above. I'll be looking out for you.
I'm here most nights when others are tucked up in bed, so please drop in if you'd like some-one to keep you company.
I'm glad you chose this forum to make your initial post. This is a wonderful group and very supportive of each other. Most of our members have been in a situation that could equate to your own in some way, either because they've been there themselves, or some-one they love has been there.
Please have a look at this website, and keep the phone numbers handy. I think you'll find that the people on the other end of the telephone will understand as well.
I know that things must look bleak at the moment, but please take a minute to read the information at the bottom of one of our member's pages. Her user name is Alffe, and here's the message that she posted: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
Although you might feel it hard to believe that a mere stranger can care for another they've not yet met, then please spend a while and get to know us thelonely1
. Hopefully we can convince you, and you won't be lonely any more.