Hi All,
Welcome to NT

I'm Shelley
Close to a year ago now, 12/06, I stumbled upon this great place as I was doing some research for my TOS (thoracic outlet syndrome).
At that point in my life while I was not alone, I sure felt alone and scared beyond belief. It felt like no one could understand the physical pain I felt or the mental agony about what was happening to my life. My world was changing rapidly because of illness. I never thought anything like this would happen to me.

How small my world was back then.
The welcome I received here was so amazing and warm and beyond caring. Immediately people comforted me, understood me, and helped me.
I found a place where I could be the person I now was, struggling for my health. And the people here understood and gave me the tools and love to help me adjust to this new world of mine.
It took such pressure off me because I had a safe haven where I could come and cry, or talk, or lurk, ask questions, explore information and even laugh.
NT became a home away from home and the release allowed me to better cope with the life I was now in.
It certainly has not been a great year for me health wise. Actually the last two years. My world came crashing down healthwise in October 2005. And not one doctor could pinpoint what was wrong. And up until that point I thought I was invincible. I was not a sick person. I look back now and see how I took my health for granted and abused it.
I am still today exploring and pinpointing what went wrong with my health and how to get closer to healthy. At this point I have TOS and neck/spine issues. I discovered a long standing autoimmune thyroid problems and some other recent problems I am still exploring. I have learned how to better navigate the health system and get doctors to work for me.
Notice I did not say to try to get my life back the way it was. Because if I did that I would not have NT. And as determined as I am to get better, I am beyond grateful for how this site and the people here have made me a better human being. I would not change that for anything in the world.
At first when arrived at NT I explored and devoured any information I could. I'm the kid who has to know how things work, its just how I am built.
But after awhile I started going outside the world of my problems and poked around the other corners of NT.
I lurked in the vitamin forum and learned so much from so many members there and I played in social chat and became a night owl...hoot hoot!

. I met a monkey that gives out choccy and the great mods here.
And I made friends, that are among my dearest now. Friends I talked to in chat online at NT, met for coffee and physical therapy and friends clear across the country that I chat on the phone with. I am no longer alone and not as scared.
I also started just saying hi to others and welcoming people to our wonderfully safe place. It gave me joy to be able to extend a cyber hug hello and a listening ear to others. To give back to a place that has given me so much.
So what else can I tell you?
I live in sunny So California with my wonderful hubby Dean, an angel who has traveled this road with me and loves me in sickeness and in health, truly. I have also lived in the great cities of Chicago and NY.
I work in the advertising industry, marketing movies. So the next time you see a commercial for a film, its likely that my team placed it. I think I do it because I like movie theater popcorn with butter, lots of butter which does not help that cholesterol problem but who cares that is the least of my health issues.
I love cupcakes as you can tell by my avatar, also not helping the cholesterol. I am a connossieur.
I love to shop (too much hubby would say), clothes, shoes and handbags are my downfall.

. Especially handbags which I have given up because of my TOS.
I am a sports fan and fan of Michigan football where my hubby grew up. Go Blue!
So

home to NT. I look forward to meeting you around the boards and hope you find the same warmth and peace I do when I am here.

and God Bless!